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[26 Jul 2004|07:36pm] |
kevin had swimming lessons today. it was freaking hilarious. at first he couldn't wait, but then he found out it was gonna be in the big pool and he freaked out and was like no i don't want to! and then he finally sat on the wall and when all the other kids got in and started kicking, he was clinging to the teacher's neck. so he finally got in and now he's all like woo i can swim!
that kid cracks me up
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[26 Jul 2004|07:10pm] |
You've seen this before but whatever...whoever came up with it is ingenious...
Post anything that you want and post it anonymously. Anything. A story, a secret, a confession, a fear, a love, a thought, a memory, an emotion, a desire, a struggle -- anything. Be sure to post honestly. Post as many times as you want. Anyone can post. Even if you don't have a LJ or even if I don't know you/like you, post something.
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[25 Jul 2004|09:17pm] |
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youth conference was...interesting to say the least. of course, nicole isn't talking to me or cristina again but to tell the truth right now it's not bothering me all that much.
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[20 Jul 2004|10:43pm] |
I'll meet you tonight, in the whispers when no one's around
nothing can stop us now
tonight, in the whispers where we won't be found
nothing can stop us now
the beach was way fun
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[18 Jul 2004|10:07pm] |
so since i'm not going to efy due to my extreme fear of rooming with a complete stranger, mom's taking me and some friends to the beach on tuesday. yay fun.
this week has been....crappy to say the least. but hey, it's looking up.
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[17 Jul 2004|06:29pm] |
This is my favorite one-you put your media player or cd list on shuffle, take the first 25 songs that come up, and write down your favorite line from the song (NO MATTER HOW EMBARASSING-V. Important) and whoever can guess the most song titles wins. Don't use the song title if you can possibly avoid it.
since i dont have a play list, im going to put lines from song randomly selected from various places...
1.to think i might not see those eyes, makes it so hard not to cry
2.Am i the star beneath the stairs? Am i the ghost upon the stage? Am i your anything?
3. this is not my life, this is not my home, this is not me. I HATE THIS!
4.Nothing I know changes me at all, Again I wait for this to change instead, To tear the world in two, Another night with her, But I'm always wanting you
5. If it makes you less sad, i will die by your hand.
6. You said, "The cinders are falling like snow."
There is poetry in despair, and we sang with unrivaled beauty,
bitter elegies of savagery and eloquence.
7. it won't be alright, despite what they say. just watch the stars tonight as they, as they disapear, disintegrate.
8. No longer cool, but a boy in a stitch, unprepared for a life full of lies and failing relationships, (up the stairs the station where the act becomes the art of growing up), He keeps his hands low he doesn't want to blow it.
9. I picked out your star, turned night to day, a simple whisper from your voice, and i fade away.
10. your sins into me, oh my beautiful one.
11. six figures enter, they've come to destroy the world. they've called together this storm almost every night.
12. as a raptureus voice escapes, i will tremble a prayer, and i'll beg for forgiveness
13. shut the window love, keep the world outside, i don't want to think about anyone
14.
I... break down, and cease all feeling
Burn now, what once was breathing
Reach out, and you may take my heart away
15.in the arms of the angels, fly away from here
16. Walked away, heard them say
"Poison hearts will never change, walk away again"
Turned away in disgrace
Felt the chill upon my face cooling from within
17. It's only you, beautiful, or i don't want anyone
18.Light up, light up, as if you have a choice. even if you cannot hear my voice, i'll be right beside you dear
19.Take these broken wings and learn to fly
20. cause maybe, you're gonna be the one that saves me? after all, you're my wonderwall
21. I feel diseased, is there no sympathy from the sun? the sky's still fire, but i am safe in here, from the world outside.
22. These stories are so old. How they match your eyes
23. if it looks like it works and it feels like it works then it works
24. You're so cold, keep your hand in mine. Wise men wonder while strong men die
25. know, how I feel when I'm around you,
I don't know, how I feel when I'm around you,
Around you,
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[16 Jul 2004|09:39pm] |
"Morningstar"
I saw a star beneath the stairs glowing through the melting walls.
Who will be the first to begin their fall?
Or will we become one?
Am I the star beneath the stairs?
Am I a ghost upon the stage?
Am I your anything?
I saw a star beneath the stairs glowing bright before descent
and in the morning there is nothing left but what's inside of me.
Am I the star beneath the stairs?
Am I a ghost upon the stage?
Am I your anything?
Am I the star beneath the stairs?
Am I a ghost upon the stage?
Am I your anything?
And I don't want to die tonight; Will you believe in me?
And I don't want to fall into the light.
Will you wish upon?
Will you walk upon me?
I don't want to die tonight.
Will you believe in me tonight.
Am I the star beneath the stairs?
Am I a ghost upon the stage?
Am I your anything?
Am I the star beneath the stairs?
Am I a ghost upon the stage?
Am I your anything?
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there is no freaking way i'm coming out of the house for like the next at least week. i really should have used stronger sunscreen.
you see, my face is red as a cooked lobster. plus, it's started to peel, so now i look like a splotchy lobster. and as if that weren't enough, there are these two big scabs from the blisters that popped.
yeah, there's no way i'm coming out of the house.
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[12 Jul 2004|03:48pm] |
k, morgan had a dream about me and it's really like staying with me. i'm kinda a believer in prophetic dreams, and this is what she told me:
she saw me, only it didn't look like me. i had black hair and i was wearing a name tag that said "failure by design" (part of my e-mail) and i was covered in scars and cuts. and i told morgan that something really bad was going to happen to me. at first i was thinking she meant like physical harm cause i was about to go to the beach. but now i'm thinking that i was talking about emotional harm. cause like maybe that wasn't the physical me but the emotional or spiritual me. and that would kinda fit right now.
hmmm.
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[12 Jul 2004|12:08am] |
okay, am i so wrong to want to change the world? i got in an argument with a friend who said that she wants a social life and i was like well i'd rather do something important than sit around trying to make friends with a bunch of people i probably won't care for. so then she was like hey there's nothing you can do about that so just live with it.
i don't want to live with it. i want to change the world. i want to try and make people aware of poverty and hunger and abuse. i guess i'm the only 14 year old who thinks that deep.
i don't want to wait till i'me grown up. i want to do it now!
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[11 Jul 2004|11:22pm] |
why is it that i can never do things right? i've totally screwed things up with everybody. i feel like hitting something really hard.
ari and i are fighting. nicole and i still aren't ok after what happened at girl's camp, and i don't know if things will ever be the same with will.
i really really don't like how things are going.
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[11 Jul 2004|10:39pm] |
well, just got back from the beach. it was so amazingly peaceful. it was like the waves were washing away all my cares and troubles. some incubus lyrics totally fit:
i dig my toes into the sand
the ocean looks like a thousand diamonds strewn across a blue blanket
i lean against the wind
pretend that i am weightless
and in this moment i am happy
happy.
then i got home and it was back to normal. plus i have a bad sunburn. that dang SPF 4 didn't work. hehehe
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[08 Jul 2004|09:34pm] |
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well ladies and gentlemen, i am off to the beach for the weekend with my camera and my little brothers. hehehe chaos will ensue and i'll have it on film. wish me luck!
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