These stories are so old...

Thu, 29 Jul 2004 01:40:04 GMT

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this is awesome

Thu, 29 Jul 2004 01:31:18 GMT

Adopt Your Own Emo Kid!

i'm my own soul mate? well that's kinda morbid.

Wed, 28 Jul 2004 02:03:03 GMT

i dyed my hair really dark brown. it's almost black and it is the coolest thing i have ever seen.

Wed, 28 Jul 2004 01:56:56 GMT

Mon, 26 Jul 2004 23:35:54 GMT

kevin had swimming lessons today. it was freaking hilarious. at first he couldn't wait, but then he found out it was gonna be in the big pool and he freaked out and was like no i don't want to! and then he finally sat on the wall and when all the other kids got in and started kicking, he was clinging to the teacher's neck. so he finally got in and now he's all like woo i can swim!

that kid cracks me up

Mon, 26 Jul 2004 23:06:58 GMT

You've seen this before but whatever...whoever came up with it is ingenious...

Post anything that you want and post it anonymously. Anything. A story, a secret, a confession, a fear, a love, a thought, a memory, an emotion, a desire, a struggle -- anything. Be sure to post honestly. Post as many times as you want. Anyone can post. Even if you don't have a LJ or even if I don't know you/like you, post something.

Mon, 26 Jul 2004 01:28:19 GMT

youth conference was...interesting to say the least. of course, nicole isn't talking to me or cristina again but to tell the truth right now it's not bothering me all that much.

Wed, 21 Jul 2004 02:40:30 GMT

I'll meet you tonight, in the whispers when no one's around
nothing can stop us now
tonight, in the whispers where we won't be found
nothing can stop us now

the beach was way fun

Mon, 19 Jul 2004 02:06:02 GMT

so since i'm not going to efy due to my extreme fear of rooming with a complete stranger, mom's taking me and some friends to the beach on tuesday. yay fun.

this week has been....crappy to say the least. but hey, it's looking up.

Sat, 17 Jul 2004 22:31:20 GMT

This is my favorite one-you put your media player or cd list on shuffle, take the first 25 songs that come up, and write down your favorite line from the song (NO MATTER HOW EMBARASSING-V. Important) and whoever can guess the most song titles wins. Don't use the song title if you can possibly avoid it.

since i dont have a play list, im going to put lines from song randomly selected from various places...

1.to think i might not see those eyes, makes it so hard not to cry

2.Am i the star beneath the stairs? Am i the ghost upon the stage? Am i your anything?

3. this is not my life, this is not my home, this is not me. I HATE THIS!

4.Nothing I know changes me at all, Again I wait for this to change instead, To tear the world in two, Another night with her, But I'm always wanting you

5. If it makes you less sad, i will die by your hand.

6. You said, "The cinders are falling like snow."
There is poetry in despair, and we sang with unrivaled beauty,
bitter elegies of savagery and eloquence.

7. it won't be alright, despite what they say. just watch the stars tonight as they, as they disapear, disintegrate.

8. No longer cool, but a boy in a stitch, unprepared for a life full of lies and failing relationships, (up the stairs the station where the act becomes the art of growing up), He keeps his hands low he doesn't want to blow it.

9. I picked out your star, turned night to day, a simple whisper from your voice, and i fade away.

10. your sins into me, oh my beautiful one.

11. six figures enter, they've come to destroy the world. they've called together this storm almost every night.

12. as a raptureus voice escapes, i will tremble a prayer, and i'll beg for forgiveness

13. shut the window love, keep the world outside, i don't want to think about anyone

14.
I... break down, and cease all feeling
Burn now, what once was breathing
Reach out, and you may take my heart away

15.in the arms of the angels, fly away from here

16. Walked away, heard them say
"Poison hearts will never change, walk away again"
Turned away in disgrace
Felt the chill upon my face cooling from within

17. It's only you, beautiful, or i don't want anyone

18.Light up, light up, as if you have a choice. even if you cannot hear my voice, i'll be right beside you dear

19.Take these broken wings and learn to fly

20. cause maybe, you're gonna be the one that saves me? after all, you're my wonderwall

21. I feel diseased, is there no sympathy from the sun? the sky's still fire, but i am safe in here, from the world outside.

22. These stories are so old. How they match your eyes

23. if it looks like it works and it feels like it works then it works

24. You're so cold, keep your hand in mine. Wise men wonder while strong men die

25. know, how I feel when I'm around you,
I don't know, how I feel when I'm around you,
Around you,

Kaitlin's having a serious AFI craving!

Sat, 17 Jul 2004 01:35:19 GMT

"Morningstar"

I saw a star beneath the stairs glowing through the melting walls.
Who will be the first to begin their fall?
Or will we become one?

Am I the star beneath the stairs?
Am I a ghost upon the stage?
Am I your anything?

I saw a star beneath the stairs glowing bright before descent
and in the morning there is nothing left but what's inside of me.

Am I the star beneath the stairs?
Am I a ghost upon the stage?
Am I your anything?

Am I the star beneath the stairs?
Am I a ghost upon the stage?
Am I your anything?

And I don't want to die tonight; Will you believe in me?
And I don't want to fall into the light.

Will you wish upon?
Will you walk upon me?
I don't want to die tonight.

Will you believe in me tonight.

Am I the star beneath the stairs?
Am I a ghost upon the stage?
Am I your anything?

Am I the star beneath the stairs?
Am I a ghost upon the stage?
Am I your anything?

Fri, 16 Jul 2004 03:03:39 GMT

so i got AFI's Art of Drowning cd today. totally rad. lol

Tue, 13 Jul 2004 21:24:31 GMT

there is no freaking way i'm coming out of the house for like the next at least week. i really should have used stronger sunscreen.

you see, my face is red as a cooked lobster. plus, it's started to peel, so now i look like a splotchy lobster. and as if that weren't enough, there are these two big scabs from the blisters that popped.

yeah, there's no way i'm coming out of the house.

Tue, 13 Jul 2004 18:25:38 GMT

adopt a blob.

Tue, 13 Jul 2004 05:50:08 GMT

*HUGS* TOTAL!
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Get hugs of your own

Mon, 12 Jul 2004 19:54:04 GMT

k, morgan had a dream about me and it's really like staying with me. i'm kinda a believer in prophetic dreams, and this is what she told me:

she saw me, only it didn't look like me. i had black hair and i was wearing a name tag that said "failure by design" (part of my e-mail) and i was covered in scars and cuts. and i told morgan that something really bad was going to happen to me. at first i was thinking she meant like physical harm cause i was about to go to the beach. but now i'm thinking that i was talking about emotional harm. cause like maybe that wasn't the physical me but the emotional or spiritual me. and that would kinda fit right now.

hmmm.

Mon, 12 Jul 2004 04:09:42 GMT

okay, am i so wrong to want to change the world? i got in an argument with a friend who said that she wants a social life and i was like well i'd rather do something important than sit around trying to make friends with a bunch of people i probably won't care for. so then she was like hey there's nothing you can do about that so just live with it.

i don't want to live with it. i want to change the world. i want to try and make people aware of poverty and hunger and abuse. i guess i'm the only 14 year old who thinks that deep.
i don't want to wait till i'me grown up. i want to do it now!

Mon, 12 Jul 2004 03:19:09 GMT

why is it that i can never do things right? i've totally screwed things up with everybody. i feel like hitting something really hard.

ari and i are fighting. nicole and i still aren't ok after what happened at girl's camp, and i don't know if things will ever be the same with will.

i really really don't like how things are going.

Mon, 12 Jul 2004 02:37:15 GMT

well, just got back from the beach. it was so amazingly peaceful. it was like the waves were washing away all my cares and troubles. some incubus lyrics totally fit:

i dig my toes into the sand
the ocean looks like a thousand diamonds strewn across a blue blanket
i lean against the wind
pretend that i am weightless
and in this moment i am happy
happy.

then i got home and it was back to normal. plus i have a bad sunburn. that dang SPF 4 didn't work. hehehe

Fri, 09 Jul 2004 01:29:55 GMT

well ladies and gentlemen, i am off to the beach for the weekend with my camera and my little brothers. hehehe chaos will ensue and i'll have it on film. wish me luck!

again, stolen from steph!

Wed, 07 Jul 2004 21:19:51 GMT

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Wed, 07 Jul 2004 04:44:13 GMT

stolen from steph's greatestjournal!

Bold the ones you’d sleep with anytime.
*Italicize the ones you’d sleep with for money.
*Strike out the ones you’d never, EVER consider.
*Leave those plain whom you don’t know.
+ Add three of your own.

1. Joel Tobeck
2. Craig Parker
3. James Phelps
4. Oliver Phelps
5. Tom Felton
~~6. Rupert Grint~~
7. Garrett Hedlund
8. Draco Malfoy
9. Eric Bana
10. Achilles
11. Colin Farrell
12. Daniel Radcliffe
~~13. Emma Watson~~
14. Elijah Wood
15.Dominic Monaghan
16. Viggo Mortensen
17. Alan Rickman
18. Jason Isaacs
19. Lucius Malfoy
20. Jack Sparrow
21. Legolas Greenleaf
22. Carlos (from Love Actually)
23. Brian Kinney
24. Justin Taylor
25. Emmett Honeycutt
26. Shane
~~27. Angelina Jolie~~
28. Jessica Alba
~~29. Drew Barrymore~~
30. Melanie Marcus
31. Ben (from QaF)
32. Michael Novotny
33. Johnny Depp HECK YEAH!
34. Jensen Ackles
35. Doc Roe (Band of Brothers)
36. Older Simba (The Lion King)
37. Liam Neeson
38. Christian Bale
39. Hayden Christensen
40. Jude Law
41. Keanu Reeves
42. Ewan McGregor
43. Hans Matheson
44. Hugh Jackman
45. Heath Ledger
46. Agamemnon
47. Priam
~~48. Anthony Hopkins~~
49. Edward Norton
50. Kiefer Sutherland
51. Billy Boyd
52. Merlin Luck
53. Karl Urban
~~54. Gollum/Smeagol~~
~~55. Dobby~~
56. Cardboard Cut out Legolas
57. Daniel Johns (Silverchair)
58. John Mayer
~~59. Avril Lavigne~~
60. Mark Ferguson
61. Josh Duhamel
62. Jonathan Rhys-Meyers
~~63. Keira Knightley~~
~~4. Kiran Shah (Frodo’s scale double)~~
65. Leopold (from Kate and Leopold)
~~66. Andy Serkis~~
~~67. Sean Bean~~ HE'S GREASY!
68. Orlando Bloom
69. Brad Pitt
70. Tobey Maguire
71. Jason Statham
72. Jake Gyllenhaal
73. James Franco OMG HE IS SOOOOO HOT!!!
~~74. Jennifer Garner~~
75. Mr. Sark (Alias)
76. Tim Drake (Robin III)
77. Nate Grey (X-Man)
78. Xander Harris
79. Eminem
80. Anna Paquin
81. Joaquin Phoenix
~~82. Catherine Zeta-Jones~~
83. Harry Potter
84. Macaulay Culkin
84. Naomi Watts
85. Kate Winslet
86. Parminder Nagra
87. Colin Firth
88. Hugh Grant
89. Renee Zellweger
90. Miranda Otto
91. Lucy Liu
92. Halle Berry
93. David Thewlis
94. Gary Oldman
95. Brenden Fraser
96. Ron Weasley
97. Anthony Perkins
98. David Beckham
99. Brian Krause
100. James Marsters
101. Amy Acker
102. Alexis Denisof
103. Alyson Hannigan
104. Holly Marie Combs
105. Seth Green
106. Chris Carraba
107. Adam Brody
108. Michael Vartan
109. Jason Lee Oohwee
110. Scott Foley
111. Vincent Kartheiser
112. Bradley Cooper
113. Eric Close
114. Dave Navarro
115. Chuck Comeau
116. Jesse Lacey
~~117. Scarlett Johansson~~
118. Owen Wilson
119. Lauren Ambrose
120. Maggie Gyllenhaal
121. Robert Downey Jr.
122. Gael Garcia Bernal
~~123. Violet Baudelaire~~
124. Alfonso Cuaron
~~125. Mary-Kate Olsen~~
126. Julius Caesar
127. James Spader
~~128. Uma Thurman~~
129. P J Harvey
130. Milla Jovovich
131. Captain Hook
132. John Cusack
133. Conor Oberst but he's Davey's so.
134. Michael Gandolfi
135. Bam Margera
136. Gregory Smith
137. Johnny Knoxville
138. Ryan Dunn
139. Mat Devine (lead singer from Kill Hannah)
140.Ville Valo
141. Mige Amour (from HIM)
142. Deron Miller (from CKY)
143. Zoltan Pluto [aka. CreepyZ] (ex HIM member)
144. Remus Lupin
145. Aaron Brown
~~146. Tom Bombadil~~ all that singing would bug me
147. Emmerson Burton.
148. Linde!/Lilly laze/Daniel Lioneye
149: Alan Cumming
150. Gregory Peck
151. Taye Diggs
152. Idina Menzel
153. Nick Wheeler
154. Vin Diesel
~~155. Fat Bastard~~
156. Sebastien Lefebvre
~~157. Lindsay Lohan~~
158. Pete Wentz.
159. Jesse McCartney
160. Chris Trousdale
161. Greg Raposo
162. Shia Labouf
163. Edward Scissorhands
165. Ashton Kutcher
166. Davey Havok
167. Jade Puget
168. Hunter Burgan
169. Adam Carson
170. Paul Walker
171. Stephen Dorff
172. Mark Walker (Of A Small Victory) see him here http://www.asmallvictory.com/studio/studio2.jpg :D
173. Ben Affleck
174. Matt Damon
175. Don Juan DeMarco HOLY COW HE'S SEXY!!!

Wed, 07 Jul 2004 02:51:20 GMT

i had a rather peaceful day today. i didn't end up feeling like crying. i think that's the first time that's happened in a while. so here's what i did:

wait, it started off kinda bad. i woke up in the middle of the night crying because i had a bad dream.

was woken up at 9 to clean the kitchen
went back to bed after kitchen was clean
woke up at 3
got a new cd

'twas a nice day

Mon, 05 Jul 2004 06:18:31 GMT

i think i've really been taking my friends for granted lately. i was reading this survey i sent out a while ago and reading the answers made me feel so...loved i guess the word is. lately i've been kinda wrapped up in myself and my own affairs... so to all my friends who read this journal, i want you all to know that i love and appreciate you guys so much and i don't know what i'd do with out you.

Sun, 04 Jul 2004 05:48:45 GMT

i waited for you
i died inside my own head
and i'd die again for you

i'm faded and tired
completely uninspired
and i'd die again for you

so kill me with the love that you won't give to me
and pack the wound with salt i want to feel it bleed

i'm searching for reasons
to keep away the demons
and i'd die again for you
i wish you were near me
could feel it when you hear me say
i'd die again for you

so kill me with the love that you won't give to me
and pack the wound with salt i want to feel it bleed
you wanted me to crawl so now i'm on my knees

why's it always have to be me
that's always left out to burn and
i'll never learn

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